to get therapy or not…that is the question

i’m kinda tired of therapy. i’ve only gone a few times, yes it’s been beneficial each time but also so very emotionally draining. i suppose i know already know whether or not i should continue but i just don’t WANT to (i should).
why can’t i just say i want to be happy and shabamm i am? what must take place in the deep recesses of my me-ness to usher in change? WHAT?
ok, i guess that’s why i need therapy. he’s really good and i really want this happiness thing to be inside all of me. not just my wishing section.
crap, just talked myself into going back.