I wish this were easier…

today is not a good day. i’m feeling hurt and angry and tired. i’m upset about the decision i’m wanting to make about my sisters…continue working out a relationship or move on. i haven’t heard from them and it’s now just rude and hurtful. mean is a good word for it too.

also…my hubby, me, asshole band member and his wife all met. thought we should talk things out and work on coming to a place where it’s not miserable playing together. the meeting sucked! he cannot admit he treats me like crap even when i give him concrete examples…sheesh.

also…my parents and r.a.d. daughter were here not too long ago. that sucked. she wasn’t in one of her better personalities and i’m so tired of it. they’re coming again soon and t’s therapist suggested (in front of t) that we find a different place for her to stay. where on earth could we place her for a week while she’s here?

i’m ready for happy. tired of ugly sad.