contentment in life instead of whining for what I don’t have…

ok, I’m really doing better than I was 6 months ago.  I have gained about 7 lbs since my sisters came and went in June.  That sucks.  I do find it interesting that I gained weight after spending time with them.  I need to get this off my chest so I can go back to a more comfortable weight.

Not quite sure why I’m dealing with thoughts of them right now.  I know I’m disappointed in them for not taking part in our lives or “T’s” life.  I feel they have behaved poorly and blamed me for things that aren’t as significant as their crap.  I’ve got to let this go.  I think about them not communicating with me even after opening myself up to them and it makes me mad/hurt.

I will be ok.  I have an amazing life I need to appreciate more.  I want to feel more contentment for what I have instead of pine for what I want.  I can do this.  I made it this far with God’s help…I’ll keep moving forward.  Now…to go appreciate my children as I tuck them in tonight.